bila mama beri "signal"

Salam'alaik~

Bila usia saya dh mencecah 20 ni [baru je okke], mama sy dah mula bg signal2 amaran huhu....apakah ia???

"Mamemo [bukan nme sebenar] jiran kita tu dh nak tunang minggu depan.."

Minggu seterusnya...

"Adik Mamemo dh ade pakwe taw..."

3 minggu kemudian....

"Anak Cik Yeyeng [pon bkn name sbenar] bru je tunang hari tu.."

sebulan lepas....eh kenapa tonggang terbalik kronologinya?hahahahhaha

"Kak Ni nak kawin tak boleh tua sangat nanti susah nk carik."

STOPPP MA!!! \(@_@)/ OKKE SY FAHAM!!!

Huhuk....sy faham perasaan mama sbb sy anak gadis tunggal dlm family [ala 2 beradik je pon]..

Tapi......................tapi, tapi sy bukan xmaw fikir soal calon suami!!!(T_T).....sy nak!!!sape taknak...umo 20 nila time menggatal miahahhahahha gelak kejam.

Ke mama terlupa umor sy?Beliau ingat sy 29 tahun kot?hahas!!!ish x baek x baek....

Sabar ea ma......xpe2 kawan2 sy majoritinya blom ade lg jgak so mama you're not alone....kikikiki

Saya kena cari taktik laen nk alihkn pandangan mama drp issue ni kui3

nak jiwang kjap ah

Salam'alaik~

Hari ni, sebagai manusia biase, sy diserbu perasaan cinta T_T dan secara TIBA-TIBA lagu yg dah BERZAMAN sy tak play, terngiang2 di telinga.....

UNIC- INSAN BERNAMA KEKASIH

Debar hatiku membisik rindu
Ingin aku katakan kau gadis idaman
Adakah mungkin kau ku miliki
Untuk aku jadikan insan bernama kekasih

Keayuan yang tergambar lukisan nur iman
Bersulamkan keindahan santun perkataan
Bagai putih salju mendinginkan hangat perasaan
Mengusir segala resah di jiwa

Ku sampaikan salam ucapan mesra
Dan merisik khabar berita
Masihkah ada peluang
Untuk ku melafazkan cinta

Umpama rembulan jatuh ke riba
Mendengar khabaran darinya
Padaku kau memendam rasa

Pada Mu Oh Tuhan
Ku memohon keredhaan
Nur kasih yang ku damba
Kekal hingga ke syurga

Hanya satu yang ku pinta kebaikan dariNya
Moga dipeliharakan tulus cinta kita
Agar kukuh ikatan yang murni bahagia selamanya
Dengan lafaz pernikahan yang mulia

Datanglah kasihmu dalam diriku
Menghiasi ruang hatiku
Akan ku sambutnya dengan
Sujud penuh kesyukuran

Ku harap jalinan kan berpanjangan
Selagi kasih yang terbina
Kerana cinta kepadaNya

Ku sampaikan salam ucapan mesra
Dan merisik khabar berita
Masihkah ada peluang
Untuk ku melafazkan cinta

Umpama rembulan jatuh ke riba
Mendengar khabaran darinya
Padaku kau memendam rasa

Kau ku sayangi teman sejati
Dikaulah sesungguhnya
Insan bernama kekasih

bukan salah mereka

Salam 'alaik~

Dah lame tak update blog ni...okke fine baru tadi update kisah khinzir hutan...i mean before update yg tu la...adeh

Bukan setakat update, jenguk pon tiade...kalaula blog ni rumah, sekarang sesawang dah bertimbun, berhabuk, bau air najis kucing, tikus, banyak serangga dan mungkin monyet dah wat territory dalam nih...hahak!

Saye pon check semule entry2 lame...ish banyak jugek entry sy ek...24 tuh hahahahaha! dan bile bace balik, majoriti adalah luahan hati sebab takde kawan...hurm...sambil bace, sambil terase CHILDISHNYER AKU dan sambil terase menyesalnye post benda2 gini...tp bia jek supaye sy n sape2 boley amek iktibar...

Masalah kawan ni, sy dah tak nak salahkan sesiape termasuk diri sndiri hee~

Sekarang sy sedar, masalah ni sebagai platform [skema mak nenek nih] nak baiki diri...okke serius sy kurang interaksi dgn orang...sbb segan, no konpidence dan rase segan tuh tak bertempat pulak...huhu

Sekarang alhamdulillah altho not entirely, tp masalah ni mengajar sy untuk kp on improving!!!!dan belajar brbagai ragam manusia d dunia nih ish ish ish...memg pelbagai arh!

Tapi, kan pelangi tu cantik sebab ade banyak warna...*wink2*

kenapa anak dara tak elok keluar malam2

Salam'alaik~

al-kisah.....saye n kawan sedang tunggu bus rapid kt kolej *** mase tu pukul 9 malam...agak lewat ye...huhu

dahla secluded area, malam2 bute pegi tunggu bus pulak..okke lah bukan kami suke2 pon...nak ke rumah senior sebab nak ke walimah dengannye keesokannya...before that memang senior nak amek kitorg tapi tak rezeki, maka rapid lah jawapannya!!!*wink2*

sambil menanti ketibaan bus rapid, sambil eksesais mulut, kui3...ala kitorg saje recap senario2 mase hari pertama kami keje parttime...oh ye, lupe lak nk bilang, sy dengan nurul mase ni that's why gune "kami" huahua!

seronok je kan ngumpat2 pasal colleague kitorg, tibe2...

"OINK!"

cik erni pun toleh belakang sambil bertakbir "Allahuakbar, allahuakbar....nurul..."

cik nurul punye turn pule nk toleh ke belakang "Allahuakbar...."

sepasang babi hutan bersama mertua masing2 dengan at least 10 anak-anak mereka BETUL-BETUL KAT BELAKANG KAMI!!!paling tak best ialah mereka memang oink kat kami sambil tengok kami so memang adela eye contact mase ni huuhu...

argkk!!!!dalam otak saye cume satu frasa: matila aku

memang sy dah tak mampu fikir dan bertindak dan duduk je menunggu diserang...teruknya! nasib baek nurul [sambil lari selamatkan dirinye dulu, haha!] panggil suruh lari...sudahla melintas jalan...ade kereta...apa jadi? boleh teka dulu.......emm...betulla tu, hampir dilanggar kereta.

paling kelakar adalah saye nak masuk dalam kereta tu entah siape entah sesuke sesuki je nk masuk kui3...

okke sy dah berjaya menjejak lgkah cik nurul, yakni lari tak cukup tanah mendaki bukit ke cafe *** lari lari [dahla pakai heels.okke la wedges tp tinggi jugek an] lariiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

sekali lagi dapat idea gile.ade ke aku mintak cik nurul "nurul kaki sy sakit !!!!boleh tak kite sembunyik belakang kereta ni dulu[sambil jinjing 2 beg oh buruknye lari haha]"

"sikit lagi ern!!!!!"

"diorang ade kt belakang ea?!!"

"tak tawww!!!lari je!!!"

okke berjaye smpai cafe...opppss...SANGAT RAMAI SEDANG MENONTON MATCH N.9 vs KELANTAN...huuk...cepat2 kami masuk cafe sambil sembunyikkan muke pucat ala2 artis diserang paparazzi...ahaks!!!

okke selebihnye, kitorg tak jadi g rumah senior dan akhirnya sy menumpang bilik cik nurul sampaikan kucing melintas depan kitorg pon kitorg ingt khinzir hutan...huhu....

MORAL OF THE STORY:::

i) DON'T GO OUT AT NITE, WAITING FOR RAPID AT 9PM COZ NO RAPID AT THAT TIME...IT WILL COME AT 10PM...DUN CARE LH U ANAK DARA OR U ANAK TERUNA, THE SAME BAH.

ii) JANGAN DOK NGUMPAT2 KETAWAKAN ORANG...BISING NANTI KHINZIR HUTAN MARAH...KUI3

iii) DUGAAN TU TARBIAH DARI ALLAH....=)

iv) JANGAN GIVE UP! KITE WAJIB PELIHARA NYAWA KITE!!

kejam

ko kejaaaaaaam

sbb biakan aku rindu ko

i need you

so pls on9 skrg!!!hahahha

i hate grammar mistakes

not like mine is perfect. but at least i have good basics.

yeah i'm bragging right now maybe i'm just gifted at languages. and sorry to say my English grammar is unlike yours. tsk...tsk...tsk...mine's better.

yeah i'm boasting but not that i'm good at everything. you see, no one is perfect. i'm not good at something else such as physics, maths, bla3...

but you see, (English) language is what you use to communicate in somewhat daily lives and yet, you failed to use it accurately so people who are excellent like me don't understand what you're babbling and we spot mistakes in a zap...hee

so please, improve your english and don't rely on me, oh wait! you did not rely on me! instead, you hated it when i correct you! good job! so flawless of you...yikes!

lastly, i want to say, good luck in communicating!

so my friend told me....

SA: you know I learn a lot about you from your pictures than talking to you

erni_salsabila: rlly?
erni_salsabila: how?
erni_salsabila: so wht did u learn?

SA: well...i should say
SA: because not everything is true always
SA: you know
SA: like when i looked at your picture on myspace
SA: i was sure you were
SA: trying to get the angle of the camera right

erni_salsabila: uhuh..and then?

SA: that made me understand

erni_salsabila: that?

SA: at that time you were a Girl dreaming about someone to be with
SA: but its natural
SA: we all have wishes

erni_salsabila: that time?

SA: well...

erni_salsabila: i was trying to get it at right angle

SA: you were more hapy with your friends

erni_salsabila: yes but skool n college frens
erni_salsabila: not university friends

SA: yes

erni_salsabila: i dont think i've been happy here

SA: i know Erni....

erni_salsabila: never
erni_salsabila: its d worse

SA: in univ. mostly your pics are simple
SA: and you are alone in them

So i just realised...never knew it was obvious to some that i'm lonely...T_T

mimpi

Kawan...tahu tak aku mimpikan siapa?
KITA
Yup, aku mimpikan kita....hehe

Best sangat...kita sama-sama lari nak kejar waktu tengok wayang...hehe
Best sangat kita gelak sama-sama...hee....sangat bahagia

Tapi, kenapa dalam mimpi je...hmm
Kenapa sekarang kita tak boleh jadi macam dulu?

Dulu kita sama-sama mengadu nasib, kenapa sekarang dah tak?

Mungkin sebab kau dah lebih kenal aku dan tahu kekurangan aku?
Tapi kawanku, kau pon ada kekurangan...dan of course aku pon not perfect....

Sorry kalau aku bukan kawan yang kau cari selama ni..

Tak sangka, kita lebih elok berjauhan...this fact hurts...I MISS "US"

I'm trying

I can't stand it actually...do i not exist? am i a sound machine that's supposed to hear your every slamming? And am i just a non-living that deserves none of ur attention?

to Yatimah, other mrsmbpj frens and KMJ frens

It's really tough for me to undergo the transition from semi-city life to an urban life. Culture shock? Sure. Nothing's the same anymore after migrating to Malaysia, though I'm not much of a city prat. haha

It's great having friends at mrsm bpj. Everyone so close to each other (though among those of same age only) and so understanding. Yet, they still have the space to despise me. Hmm...maybe I exaggerated the "skema" disease? Well, that's just first impression though. You never knew me well, except for some. Less than some is more accurate I think. Hated, isolated, despised, insulted, all in a go, isn't that harsh? And on what stand do you have to be against me? Opps, this kinda power-hungry trash that caused all of this.

Just be yourself. Hmm......it's like silly when i think about it.....being me makes me so repulsive. You hated me anyway.

Somehow there are those who stood by me. Still seeing me through all these rubbish, though from afar. Up till now, I'm facing transitions continuously.

Do you think changing stream is easy? Sure I can take the challenge to catch up with you guys in studies. But I can't fit in your group. Duh!!! A group???!! I thought we are facing this together? What makes you avoid my presence? Like I'm something disgusting or embarrassing? Ahh...I know...I'm an embarrassment to you...(^_^)

It's funny how you're curious about me being alone...hehe....do you know I'm forced to be likewise? I want company too. Didn't I give my best to befriend you? What exactly is the problem? Like, why am I not in the list to be involved with you people? Do you expect me to poke my nose ALL the time? T_T

It's weird how great distance brings people together...being near just nurture the hatred. Why? Why didn't you rely on me like before? And why can't I do so too? Why is it you are so rebellious?

In the end, only school and college friends can bring back my smile...T_T

get lost

Don't ask
You are simply unforgivable
For what you did
Returning my love and ending it with sudden hatred
Ending without reason
Ha! Coward....

Cruel-the kindest word for you
Leaving me in an ocean of love
No way that's forgivable

Up till now, your leaving only leave damages
Damages so deep, only tears show them
Tears that still flows till now
That's where you are cruel

Go away, get lost even if I am calling you
Don't feel sorry for me
I love you

kini masih pahit

Tak mungkin perkenalan kita hanya jenaka
Tapi itulah anggapanmu

Mudahnya kau buka laluan cinta
Dan sewenangnya berhenti di curaman
Mudahnya kau hiasi jalan itu dengan hadiah dan kasih sayang
Dan rampasnya semula

Tahu tak betapa aku menangis
Yakin cintamu pasti kunjung tiba
Kenapa aku yakin? Lu pikirlah sendiri

Sedih bila kau berlalu gitu sahaja
Airmataku seluas lautan rupanya
Kerana pemergian kau terlampau melampau

Dah bersemester menjadi kenangan
Kini ada pengganti
Tapi mana mungkin melupakan kau
Kau yang membalas cinta aku
Kau yang melukakan hatiku berdarah

Bila suasana suram
Masih ingin menangis
Sesal dengan pendirianmu
Hingga kini masih pahit.....

hai la hai la hai la

Kepelikan menyelubungi erni tika ini...T_T

Uhuk2!!!!(dgn sangat kuat)
sorry roomm8 ea, bising ckitla mlm nih...huhuhu

Penin penin!!!rse sedih, mmbazir masa, tergaamam...uwaaaaaa!!!knpala minx tulun aku kalo ada org len blh tulun ko!!!uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

Dala aku xdpt daftar bnyk kursus...nk amek ape lg ntah!!!

Best fren ku di atas laut(oversea) so time2 gini, sapela yg nk jd kawan ngis aku...uhhhh

Dala ptptn da potong duit aku!!!ptotnye gtawla dulu nk potong!!!dah tu, time2 raya gak dy nk potong...wuwuwuwuwu

tak best [part 3]

wow!!!anda senyum!!!!eh, eh, tapi itu bila anda dengan mereka...dgn saya, anda tak senyum.....anda lukakan hati ini...mungkin anda tak taw....anda plastik...plastik ke kertas minyak???

Tiada mengapalah.....saya takkan bgtaw anda...hehe...eh.eh, sy memg begini, kalau sy xgembira pon sy cakap gembira...saya suka sembunyikan rasa....alaa, kalau sy bgtaw anda pon, anda faham ke???mane faham...anda kn plastik@kertas minyak...hehe

Anda seronok ye kenakan saye....di depan rakan2 anda..hmm....xpelah, saye senyum je...kalu saye tak senyum, bukannya anda peduli pon...anda kn plastik@kertas minyak..hehehe

eh eh, kenapa susah ni???oh, haahla..nila gunanya kawan ek...tpi, ni je ke gunanye???takpelah, plastik dan kertas minyak ade gune kn??hehehe

tak best [part 2]

ada la gak yg best tp tu pon kawan dri skola lame...memgla best...hehe....apela....

walo pape pon, senyuman aku kt cni bnyk yg FAKE....aku xhappy....aku ulang, no fun at all!!!!

yela, mgkin aku pon bukan spesis korg kn......korg pon bkn suka spesis aku...FINE!!!!!biar je aku sorg!!!!aku pon dah jadi mcm korg!!!!kawan waktu tawa....waktu tangis aku xnk dtg same mcm korg gak....!!!!!!

ape nk jadi, JADILAH!!!!!!argkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
argkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk


arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

tak best

saya sangat tak suka org skeliling yg ada.......
kawan???kalau setakat tolong2, teman2, tapi takde kemesraan, takde kesefahaman, timbang rasa, hormat2, KAWAN ek?????

bila ku kongsi, mu kata over...bila ku sembunyi, mu kata sombong...wat da????woi, kalu xsuka dah r....xpayah ar condemn aku...pekh bengang......dah aku xnyusahkan ko,ko plak dtg mnyemak...pekh lg bengang!!!!

"jgn lupa ni ni ni....ingat ea buat tu....bla3....."sekali jumpa, hncur....mcm aku xwujud...spesis ni pon wat aku bengang!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

eh, eh...spesis ape nih???xlaen xbukan, spesis kawan!!!!!xbest....senang kata, kawan2 kt sini plastik...benci!!!!xde sorg pon memahami aku...heh,aku demand ke???aku cuma nk KAWAN....demand ek????blah!

bila ini dikatakan itu

hai kawan2!

name sy Erni!

sy nk cerita pasl cita2 sy ble da besar nanti!

Ble da dewasa nanti, sy nk jadi jurubahasa!

eh eh,knpa xnk jadi arkitek ke, akaunten ke, polis ke cikgu ke?

sebab,sy suka tgk Discovery Travel yg ade sorg akak tuh!

akak tu kn, dia kn, ke serata dunia la jugak!

dah la tu, dia cakap dgn pnduduk setempat, lancar taw!

bestnya dpt taw banyak bahasa...hehe

best kn kawan2???

sbb tula sy nk jadi mcm dia...boleh tolong2 org jugak kn?

yela mane taw dy datang sini,sekali xfaham bhsa kita.kn senang kalau sy ada nk tolong dia...hehe

jadi,tunggulah nanti, saya jdi jurubahasa untuk awak sume!

assalamualaikum kawan2!

xpasti lg bnda uh pasti ke x

huu~~~ada khabar gumbira wat aku

masalahnye khabar uh seolah2 angin....xpasti lg

tpi aku kok da angau...da bengong sampai susah nk tinton...wuwu

sabar2

sila sabar

ade final lg sminggu

sila bertendang,eh!bertenang

nanti ade,ade r kn

antara restu dan rasa

cmne ek?
mak aku suh kawen org brunei, tpi xreti nk cari ktner...

cmne ek?
mak aku xkisah pon kalu dapat menantu org malaya, tpi die mcm maseh nk mnantu brunei...

cmne ek?
aku macam da takde prsaan nk couple pon.hahahhahahha!

cmne ek?
kegersangan rakan2 karib buat aku ade prsaan tuh balik.hahahhaha!

cmne ek?
hati bagai tpaut pd yg itu tpi itu x bg petanda ape2...

cmne ek?
hati bagai terpaut pd yg ini pulak...

cmne ek?
kalau nak, tpi xnak...

cmne ek?
nak dapat confirmation, xtaw nk cari ktne...

cmne ek????

GEDEGANG!!!!!

salam sejahtera semua!!!pekh,da sebulan x update...rase rindu pule nk meluahkan rase...tapi dek kerana masa yg dimamah kesibukan, maka mamah juga lah blog aku (ape ntah mksudnyer).

apa yg gedegang sgt setakat jatuh depan blok sebab licin pakai crocs yg dah haus pastuh siku terhentak dapat tahan jatuh ckit tapi kepala singgah gak kat simen~hmphhh~whew...huhu....

gedegang kot bunyi dalam kepala aku...haha!

setelah beberapa jam baru terasa sakitnyer...uhhu...sakit dgn mak yg risau...pastuh kepala mcm bengong sikit...huhu

takut rase hati nih, dinuatnyer hilang ingatan ker, tempurung retak ker...takot~

time ni lah ingat Allah...memang kesakitan tuh sebahagian tarbiah Allah kat kiter...mungkin ade lar tuh terleka, terlalai, terpesona dgn dunia, tersilap dan sebagainya...sebagai peringatan, Allah bagi sakit sikit biar ingat Dia lebih...

Alhamdulilah...risau memg risau tpi teringat yg ini tarbiah Allah, bersyukur sgt2...

sakit pon sakitlah...semua org mati gak nanti kn...

jatuh ni la buat aku beroa lebih, mintak tolong disembuhkan....amiin...

umo naik, ketinggian???

HaPPy BirthdAy tO mE!!!!!!

7 FebruAry

hari lahir ku!!!diulang, hari lahir ku!!!!

ngahaha!!!!

tbe2 teringat ustaz kate kaau Nabi birthday, baginda uasa,,,subhanallah...eloknya peribadi baginda...mampukah aku???

umo meningkat=semakin dekat pada mati

umo meningkat=seharusnya lebih matang

umo meningkat=ibadah meningkat

wallahua'alam

there are some things that money can't buy

friends.
that's one of em.
so, don't bother to get friends with money.
as in me, i don't want ur money.
i want ur heart.
y is it so hard 4 u to understand.
were u thinking that with money, everything will be back to normal?
u guessed wrong then.
i'm sorry but u're so not u lately.
u're currently fishing me with money.
i don't get u.
i din reply ur sms not becoz i'm out of credit.
it's because i don't want to.
y can't u just approach me in class if u're so brave to even think that nothing's wrong?
y do u choose money?y?y?y?
do i look dat poor to u?
i might b broke last time but if i want to reply ur message, i can borrow my friend's phone.
or i can just see u myself.
the thing is i don't want to.
y do u like to give me money as if i'm pathetic.
do u get me?
i don't care if u're hurt for i know i'm more hurt than u.
i hate to think that we'll be back to normal after u apologise because that's too easy for u.
and i really hate it when there are too many chances for us to meet each other.
that's becoz i don't want to meet u yet.
i won't say the friendship's over coz that's so big a sin.
i juz don't want to talk u yet.though i hope i can erase the word "yet"
whatever...

fine...!

walaupon aku sedar yg aku xpatot wat cmni,tpi aku nk wat gak...WHY?sebab aku bengang yg teramat!!!

ok la,maybe aku bengang stakat untuk diri aku je...bukan untuk keluarga,bangsa mahupon negara...tpi xpe..aku still bengang gak.

salah ke aku nk tambah kengkawan dari budaya laen?
salah ke aku nk borak2 jap dgn mereka?
bukannya blainan jantina pon...satu gender gax.

sudalah tu,mcm xmo bg je aku kwn dgn diorg.bukannya kalu aku kwn dgn diorang,aku boikot ko sampai buang negeri ke,buang kaum ke.

seap perli2,ingat aku xterasa ke?ingat aku xreti bace tone ko?huh?

bukannya aku nak ikot budaya diorang...cuma nk tahu.NAK TAHU,ada faham???

lagipon,bukannya aku menyusahkan ko suruh ko bg duit nk blanja diorang ke, nk bg sbagai duit raye ke...mane ade?

lg best,bile diorang da nk chow, u were mocking me...i hate that...am i too low juz because i tried to befriend them?juz because of different origins?traits?genes?skin complexions?

u were happy when they're "chow"ing...why...i hate ur tone too...i hate it....ur tone,it's teasing...

it's not like i will unfriend u...so now i'm wondering,who's childish now???

anyways,they havent "chow" yet AND i make friends wif em whether u like it or not.

dapat duit free.....!!!

huahua!!!setelah gagal menangkut sue ke pc fair kat dewan gemilang,aku berusaha mengheret yanti plak!!!

maklomla,sue kn sibuk dengan silat kesayangan intan payung hujan lebat dia tuh....kui3

tiba je kat DG,tekejut beruk sbb tibe2 kene usher (bukan usha ye) ke tempat duduk suh dengar perasmian...wuwu...T_T...da la aku pakai jeans je...segan2....and aku sebenarnye tak kuasa sgt nk dgr ucapan nih tpi takpelah...kene bg sokongan...so aku pon mengikhlaskan diri ini mendengarnya.....

habis jer majlis perasmian, terkejut lagi!!bukan sekadar tkejut beruk!beruk pon terkejut tengok...wakkakakakaka

kenapa???sebab ade orang nak bg voucher wang unai!!!waaaa!!!paling cikai pon dpt RM5...hehe...xpela...sape nk bagi rm5 free2 kan??

so dengan semangat yang berkobar2,aku n yanti pon membawa diri untuk beratur d kaunter nk daftar la kn....

sekali lagi terkejut!!!!sebab Q paaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaanjang ya amat sungguh!!!
huu...xpe2...rm5 punye pasal....rm5 boley bli keyboard protector...kesian keyboard aku...kena pijak dengan semut-merah-yg-sgt-tak-malu selalu...hbisla kene kaki semut tu...da la xpakai kasut...hmph!!!

akhirnya,gilirn aku...cabut punye cabut...jeng3....dpt RM20.00!!!alhamdulillah....^_^

da dpt ebey nih,nk bli pendrive kot...uhuu...pendrive ak jahanam kt computer laen...yanti ckp kene brontox....mcm pendrive pakai botox plak...wahahah!

ok la...d cni dulu.....tata!!!

when it hurts...

i chose this path
so forgive me who looked away
and u were there
but i was scared
for in my heart, it just gets colder

u were tired of waiting
or was it the other way around?

in that, there shall be no blame
for there is only hope
but my hope is for u

then please forgive me
i never turned back for u
'cos u shall heal,i know

i never want to hurt anyone
so before i do to u
let me go
for i can't say I LOVE U
exactly like the first feeling

di hati ini, hanya Tuhan yg tahu....

pointer ku ini tiadalah memuaskan qalbu ku...wuwu

tapi xpelah, pasti ianya terbaik untukku...

mungkin sekali pengajaran...eh!bukan mungkin,memang pon...

so, hati, dekatkanlah diri kepada-Nya yg maha Esa...

kata2 manusia itu panduan semata...

tetapi hanya Allah yang berhak menilai amalan kita...

jadi, bangkit semula!!!

MENGILHAMKAN HARAPAN...MENCIPTA MASA DEPAN!!!

HIDUP SAINS BAHAN!!!heeeee.......=P

get real...

ok, i think the title don't exactly say it all....meaning, i typed it out of nothingness...haha

anyways, HAPPY BELATED NEW YEAR...!\(^_^)/

so it's 2010 and it's like tradition to have new dreams (is this the word?) or "azam" in Malay...see, my english getting poor already...aigo0o

so, all the "azams" from last last years come true or not???for me, i don't think so...but Alhamdulillah, all praise to Allah, most become reality...(^_^)

so why is it so hard to make dreams come true ah?but i want to give some ways to maintain la, instead of why it won't come true...haha

1. paste ur dreams everywhere that u can see, and allowed...don't go n paste anyhow la....don't paste until the bus stop, the faculty, the lecturer's room...aigo0o0o...enuf paste in ur room or ur file,if u're a student...hehe

2. tell some1 close to u about ur dream so that they can "invigilate" u...see u do correctly or not, see u behave or not, and so on...heee!

3. u must os0 do ur own supervision ok!!!

4. Prayers to God n leave it to Him...^^

i think thats it 1st...huuhuu

may all our good dreams come true...!!(^_^)v