It's been a long time since I updated you, my blog. VERY long time.
Yesterday I was told how "wide" I am compared to my [thin] friend....no problem, except, it was a HE who told me that. Yes ladies & gentlemen, a HE.
Though he denied being serious, that he was only saying & joking, I really err, felt [terasa] huuhuu...
Don't boys have any idea how traumatic it is for an M girl turning into L in a short period of time? Okay, fine, size doesn't matter to you guys [yeah right] but do you know how it feels like to:
- Get into your favourite clothes halfway because it was stuck at the widening shoulders?
- Wear your routine jeans up to the knees only because something did get fatter there?
- Look in the mirror & noticed that the mirror is smaller than your body?
- Starve yourself or refrain from eating McDonald's just because you're on a [lifetime] diet?
- Being asked by your neighbours, your tuition student's mother, your aunt, your siblings, your cousins & you own mom etc, "How come you're getting fat, when you're supposed to get thinner coz of study?"
- Flip through magazines and saw a nice dress but being turned down because you feel it won't ft you?
- Watch music videos of K-pop girl groups and watch droolingly their long slender legs and SLIM bodies?
- et cetera
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