kenapa anak dara tak elok keluar malam2

Salam'alaik~

al-kisah.....saye n kawan sedang tunggu bus rapid kt kolej *** mase tu pukul 9 malam...agak lewat ye...huhu

dahla secluded area, malam2 bute pegi tunggu bus pulak..okke lah bukan kami suke2 pon...nak ke rumah senior sebab nak ke walimah dengannye keesokannya...before that memang senior nak amek kitorg tapi tak rezeki, maka rapid lah jawapannya!!!*wink2*

sambil menanti ketibaan bus rapid, sambil eksesais mulut, kui3...ala kitorg saje recap senario2 mase hari pertama kami keje parttime...oh ye, lupe lak nk bilang, sy dengan nurul mase ni that's why gune "kami" huahua!

seronok je kan ngumpat2 pasal colleague kitorg, tibe2...

"OINK!"

cik erni pun toleh belakang sambil bertakbir "Allahuakbar, allahuakbar....nurul..."

cik nurul punye turn pule nk toleh ke belakang "Allahuakbar...."

sepasang babi hutan bersama mertua masing2 dengan at least 10 anak-anak mereka BETUL-BETUL KAT BELAKANG KAMI!!!paling tak best ialah mereka memang oink kat kami sambil tengok kami so memang adela eye contact mase ni huuhu...

argkk!!!!dalam otak saye cume satu frasa: matila aku

memang sy dah tak mampu fikir dan bertindak dan duduk je menunggu diserang...teruknya! nasib baek nurul [sambil lari selamatkan dirinye dulu, haha!] panggil suruh lari...sudahla melintas jalan...ade kereta...apa jadi? boleh teka dulu.......emm...betulla tu, hampir dilanggar kereta.

paling kelakar adalah saye nak masuk dalam kereta tu entah siape entah sesuke sesuki je nk masuk kui3...

okke sy dah berjaya menjejak lgkah cik nurul, yakni lari tak cukup tanah mendaki bukit ke cafe *** lari lari [dahla pakai heels.okke la wedges tp tinggi jugek an] lariiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

sekali lagi dapat idea gile.ade ke aku mintak cik nurul "nurul kaki sy sakit !!!!boleh tak kite sembunyik belakang kereta ni dulu[sambil jinjing 2 beg oh buruknye lari haha]"

"sikit lagi ern!!!!!"

"diorang ade kt belakang ea?!!"

"tak tawww!!!lari je!!!"

okke berjaye smpai cafe...opppss...SANGAT RAMAI SEDANG MENONTON MATCH N.9 vs KELANTAN...huuk...cepat2 kami masuk cafe sambil sembunyikkan muke pucat ala2 artis diserang paparazzi...ahaks!!!

okke selebihnye, kitorg tak jadi g rumah senior dan akhirnya sy menumpang bilik cik nurul sampaikan kucing melintas depan kitorg pon kitorg ingt khinzir hutan...huhu....

MORAL OF THE STORY:::

i) DON'T GO OUT AT NITE, WAITING FOR RAPID AT 9PM COZ NO RAPID AT THAT TIME...IT WILL COME AT 10PM...DUN CARE LH U ANAK DARA OR U ANAK TERUNA, THE SAME BAH.

ii) JANGAN DOK NGUMPAT2 KETAWAKAN ORANG...BISING NANTI KHINZIR HUTAN MARAH...KUI3

iii) DUGAAN TU TARBIAH DARI ALLAH....=)

iv) JANGAN GIVE UP! KITE WAJIB PELIHARA NYAWA KITE!!

kejam

ko kejaaaaaaam

sbb biakan aku rindu ko

i need you

so pls on9 skrg!!!hahahha

i hate grammar mistakes

not like mine is perfect. but at least i have good basics.

yeah i'm bragging right now maybe i'm just gifted at languages. and sorry to say my English grammar is unlike yours. tsk...tsk...tsk...mine's better.

yeah i'm boasting but not that i'm good at everything. you see, no one is perfect. i'm not good at something else such as physics, maths, bla3...

but you see, (English) language is what you use to communicate in somewhat daily lives and yet, you failed to use it accurately so people who are excellent like me don't understand what you're babbling and we spot mistakes in a zap...hee

so please, improve your english and don't rely on me, oh wait! you did not rely on me! instead, you hated it when i correct you! good job! so flawless of you...yikes!

lastly, i want to say, good luck in communicating!

so my friend told me....

SA: you know I learn a lot about you from your pictures than talking to you

erni_salsabila: rlly?
erni_salsabila: how?
erni_salsabila: so wht did u learn?

SA: well...i should say
SA: because not everything is true always
SA: you know
SA: like when i looked at your picture on myspace
SA: i was sure you were
SA: trying to get the angle of the camera right

erni_salsabila: uhuh..and then?

SA: that made me understand

erni_salsabila: that?

SA: at that time you were a Girl dreaming about someone to be with
SA: but its natural
SA: we all have wishes

erni_salsabila: that time?

SA: well...

erni_salsabila: i was trying to get it at right angle

SA: you were more hapy with your friends

erni_salsabila: yes but skool n college frens
erni_salsabila: not university friends

SA: yes

erni_salsabila: i dont think i've been happy here

SA: i know Erni....

erni_salsabila: never
erni_salsabila: its d worse

SA: in univ. mostly your pics are simple
SA: and you are alone in them

So i just realised...never knew it was obvious to some that i'm lonely...T_T

mimpi

Kawan...tahu tak aku mimpikan siapa?
KITA
Yup, aku mimpikan kita....hehe

Best sangat...kita sama-sama lari nak kejar waktu tengok wayang...hehe
Best sangat kita gelak sama-sama...hee....sangat bahagia

Tapi, kenapa dalam mimpi je...hmm
Kenapa sekarang kita tak boleh jadi macam dulu?

Dulu kita sama-sama mengadu nasib, kenapa sekarang dah tak?

Mungkin sebab kau dah lebih kenal aku dan tahu kekurangan aku?
Tapi kawanku, kau pon ada kekurangan...dan of course aku pon not perfect....

Sorry kalau aku bukan kawan yang kau cari selama ni..

Tak sangka, kita lebih elok berjauhan...this fact hurts...I MISS "US"

I'm trying

I can't stand it actually...do i not exist? am i a sound machine that's supposed to hear your every slamming? And am i just a non-living that deserves none of ur attention?

to Yatimah, other mrsmbpj frens and KMJ frens

It's really tough for me to undergo the transition from semi-city life to an urban life. Culture shock? Sure. Nothing's the same anymore after migrating to Malaysia, though I'm not much of a city prat. haha

It's great having friends at mrsm bpj. Everyone so close to each other (though among those of same age only) and so understanding. Yet, they still have the space to despise me. Hmm...maybe I exaggerated the "skema" disease? Well, that's just first impression though. You never knew me well, except for some. Less than some is more accurate I think. Hated, isolated, despised, insulted, all in a go, isn't that harsh? And on what stand do you have to be against me? Opps, this kinda power-hungry trash that caused all of this.

Just be yourself. Hmm......it's like silly when i think about it.....being me makes me so repulsive. You hated me anyway.

Somehow there are those who stood by me. Still seeing me through all these rubbish, though from afar. Up till now, I'm facing transitions continuously.

Do you think changing stream is easy? Sure I can take the challenge to catch up with you guys in studies. But I can't fit in your group. Duh!!! A group???!! I thought we are facing this together? What makes you avoid my presence? Like I'm something disgusting or embarrassing? Ahh...I know...I'm an embarrassment to you...(^_^)

It's funny how you're curious about me being alone...hehe....do you know I'm forced to be likewise? I want company too. Didn't I give my best to befriend you? What exactly is the problem? Like, why am I not in the list to be involved with you people? Do you expect me to poke my nose ALL the time? T_T

It's weird how great distance brings people together...being near just nurture the hatred. Why? Why didn't you rely on me like before? And why can't I do so too? Why is it you are so rebellious?

In the end, only school and college friends can bring back my smile...T_T